SOMETIMES…….

Sometimes some bizarre thoughts come to my mind, which I don't know really where their source is!

Maybe come from my bereaved mind, who knows?

Sometimes I hate everyone and everything, my trust will divest from everyone I know and love (and it's really awful sometimes).

Sometimes I doubt about God even, and I believe that God is just God for some special ones and for the others just a name for peace.

But on those moments I'll never feel peace.

But actually in the worst situations I believe in him for being myself.

I don't know….maybe I have some problems with my beliefs, my mind-my chaotic mind –but these are the things that push me to writing, thinking, and then these helps me feel better and laugh to what I thought.

So after all these I wanna say that:" I started to write in this page which is mine, hope to read it and then laugh to what I think."

Actually maybe this was and will be your thinking, and then I would be happy because I'm not the one who is crazyJ

*if God gave me a wish, he saw the power to reach it in me*