Today…
Oh God you know today I became mad again.
How long does it take this time?
But I'm happy at this moment, caz I know the reason for my madness.
I did something wrong although I knew it was wrong, and now I'm psychic.
Why?
Why when I know something is wrong I do it eagerly?
Then I try to justify my foolishness, but I can't.
So I feel I'm an alien with myself, AND IT'S MORTAL.
God you know my weaknesses, you know everything of me.
So is it natural?
Am I intact?
I think I'm not human, if I am, so what does it mean?
Why should this happened to me?
You gave me wisdom, but unfortunately I can't use it sometimes!
So what should I do??????
Oh my God, show me the way.
Show me the reason.
Give me consciousness.
Open my eyes.
Help…
Oh God you know today I became mad again.
How long does it take this time?
But I'm happy at this moment, caz I know the reason for my madness.
I did something wrong although I knew it was wrong, and now I'm psychic.
Why?
Why when I know something is wrong I do it eagerly?
Then I try to justify my foolishness, but I can't.
So I feel I'm an alien with myself, AND IT'S MORTAL.
God you know my weaknesses, you know everything of me.
So is it natural?
Am I intact?
I think I'm not human, if I am, so what does it mean?
Why should this happened to me?
You gave me wisdom, but unfortunately I can't use it sometimes!
So what should I do??????
Oh my God, show me the way.
Show me the reason.
Give me consciousness.
Open my eyes.
Help…
hey,how u livin'?I saw sth similar in your former blog.as I'd mentioned there,it is also great.I really enjoyed that line about having wisdom but not knowing what to do with it.my wisdom is also useless most of the time.break a leg!
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