Guess....!

Guess…

A shivering beam of light, his face lighted gently, and he opened his eyes as slow as possible.

He felt cold in the shiny day, he knew that, his hands shivered for a second.

He felt uncomfortable in his royal bed, he had pain and his breath slowed down.

Turned his head, his face filled up with pain.

He saw…standing at the corner looking at him with a mild smile, like every day during last 4 months, since his children told him he has cancer.

Today like every day he saw her.

He wondered why today is different, he felt her stronger than ever, and scared.

He accepted it, but he wanted to look outdoors one more time, he heard the songs of
sparrows.

He closed his eyes, smiled and wished to be a sparrow.

To be continued...

Endless yawns…

Feel loppy from the moment I opened my eyes.

Isn't it awful???

Oh I don't know what I should do!!

Looking at monitor, feeling my head is empty.

My mouth opens for a lengthy, deep yawn exactly every 5 minutes.

I tried to smile by force, but unfortunately I've never learned so.

So my face is as cold as possible and my eyes are more motionless than ever.

Hhhhhhhh…sorry it was another yawn :D

Oh God I forgot something!!!!

I'm going to see the flowers fair.

It took 15 minutes to reach there from here, my room.

So I have enough time for another three yawns, but they would be the last ones for today.

Thanks God

I'll be Okay!!!

Hope so of course.

Music...

Music…

"Music is one of the most important reasons to exist"

I didn't know how to start writing about music, my only way to peace and life.

So I decided to write a sentence from "Yanni" one of my most loveable musicians.

I live with his songs, sleep with them, wake up and become fresh when my world wants to be monotonous.

Sometimes I want to talk to someone, like my friends and laugh with them.

Sometimes I want to be alone by myself, put a note on my heart and my mind: please don't disturb.

But I've never feel that I don't want to listen to music.

I always feel that need.

I love listening to music when I'm alone.

I don't know why, but when I'm listening to Yanni's songs my soul flies to the highest point which exists.

His fingers dance on keyboard, that's awesome.

I can feel his sentiment, because I play keyboard every now and then, and I feel that every cellules in his body dance with a perfect rhythm.

When I saw him for the first time, a great desire grew in my heart.

I wished to become a great musician like him, and I still have that beautiful wish.

Hope to reach it.

Hmmm....

Hmmm…

Tired of everything in university, I was flying to get home, unfortunately by bus.

Just leaning my head against the disgusting noisy window and watching other people get on and off the bus, I was thinking how much tired I was and I would die as soon as possible.

But you know in the worst situation there is always something really funny that would make you feel better, and there was one for me in the latest moments of my life today.

The bus stopped for the red light which was lengthy enough to see this masterpiece.

Looking around, my eyes locked on an old man, about 70, were talking on his cell phone.

You can't believe but it was attractions.

Honestly, I didn't see his clothes.

I was just gazing at his smiley face while he was laughing and talking.

His eyes were shining as a young boy and if I haven't seen his bald head with just a few white hairs which I could count them; I would have thought that he was talking with his girlfriend ;)

But no, he was an old, really old man, who was talking with a young cell phone.

The bus moved and for the first time in my life I felt how much curious I am.

I wish I knew what he was talking about and with whom of course.

But from that moment till now I'm still a big question mark.

What can I do?

That's the way it is.