Thursday, August 6, 2009

A letter to you though I know you'll never sees it

Last night I cried till 4:30 in the morning, I'm sure you saw me.

You heard my whisper, you heard my voice.

You know my wish, you see my soul.

When I was doing that you've never told me I was wrong, did you?

You've just look at me silent and cruel.

You knew that everything will destroy, but didn't say anything.

Now I'm regretful, but it's too late

It's too late because I can't say I was wrong.

It's too late because you don't see my pain.

God…

You knew that…

Why you didn't stop me???

Why you were so brute to me and to my heart?

It was said everything you want is my destiny, your discretion.

BUT MY GOD CRYING AND PAIN IS YOUR DESCRETION?????

CAN'T YOU SEE MY TEARS EVERY NIGHT???

I know I deserve it…but where is your mercy???

I was cold, I broke heart, but now I'm burning in your fire of anger.

There's nothing more left of me.

My eyes are empty, my heart is full of shame, and my mouth is full of excuse.

Release me, hug me, kiss me and let me cry on your shoulders.

I love you, like me.